update

I'm sorry!  I apparently upset several people with my last post.  Yes, it has been an extremely hard day, week, even year. Am I at my wits end? yes.  Am I having a mental breakdown? no.

Thank you for your prayers, we may have a solution. Again, it's not something we want to discuss publically.

What I need from you:

Prayers and not to ask us what's going on. Please. 

We won't be writing it on Facebook.  All this is to protect certain family members.

I have some renewed hope tonight. I'm also a little nervous about the possibility.

Thank you and sorry for scaring you!