I'm frustrated. I want to eat healthy and also lose weight. I've taken several drastic changes this year to change our family's eating habits. But alas, no weight has come off. I feel like I'm on the right track, but I need to take it a step further.
Why am I so frustrated? Because everyone and their uncle has a different meaning of eating healthy. I have very wise and healthy friends who eat one way from other wise and healthy friends. Both think their way is THE way. There are 1000's upon 1000's of different diets.
I've also struggled with the Let Go and Let God phrase. Well I think I have done that and that does not work. I Let Go and didn't think about it at all and just ate what I wanted, really believing God was going to only let me eat what I needed.
So is the old fashioned food pyramid the "right" way to eat? How about what Weight Watchers teach? How about a vegetarian diet? What about a diet high in Meats? Low fat? High fiber? No sugar? No white bread? Low carbohydrates?
See everyone has their own idea. If you comment and say this is the way or that is the way, how am I to know your way is right?
Today I am really seeking. I don't want food to consume my life. I picked up the Bible and started reading Proverbs. I don't know why I started there. I tried to ask Greg some questions about where he would send someone to read if they were struggling. He asked struggling in what area? Well I didn't really want something specific to eating healthy, so he did not offer any suggestions that could really help. So I just sat down and thought I should read Proverbs. The verse that has really stuck out to me is Proverbs 1:20-22.
Wisdom calls aloud in the street, she raises her voice in the public squares; at the end of the noisy streets she cries out, in the gateways of the city she makes her speech: How long will you simple ones love your simple ways?...
I feel like God shouts out wisdom, but for so long I have not been listening. But trying to hear what God says about how I should eat it very difficult. At least for me. So I am praying that He will talk to me somehow today through a book, a person, a dream or something to help me with my food struggles.
Will you pray for me too?